"Hey Nostradamus!" written by Douglas Coupland, begins with one character account of her life and a tragic incident, a high school shooting. Cheryl happened to be in the cafeteria the day the shooting occurred, obtaining a first person account of the events which unfolded. Witnessing teenagers being killed in cold blood, for no apparent reason, just because the killers were unhappy, depressed, or had never fit in. Cheryl lived in every hour, minute, and second of this massacre. Being their, first hand gave her a real life, play-by-play, on the action that occurred within the cafeteria walls.
Is this account the truth? Does Cheryl manipulate information to fit her own individual view? Perhaps she does, because she is in the same room as many other teens who probably, if asked what they saw, would tell very different stories. Is it the shock that creates these fictional truths? Or, are the teenagers just interested in creating a larger shock factor to the public?
Shock does play a large part in the fiction that is created in situations where people are physically, mentally, and emotionally strained; however, I do not think many people would want to create more shock than necessary, due to the immense tragedy that they were forced to watch. Personally, I think that Cheryl does give a pretty general account of the attacks. Of course she probably misses some things other people may have witnessed, but by being in the middle of the cafeteria, she has a very broad, almost camera panning type view. Also, when Cheryl gives her account, she blatantly states that, she "can discuss the killings with the detachment I have from being in this new place" (14). Since Cheryl has passed away, it almost seems that she is giving an omniscient account of her memories from this day. Personally, I think that her being able to be detached, and stand back and look at this day with a different perspective, allows more truth to be told through Cheryl.
Tying Jason, Cheryl's husband, with his own unique account of the shootings into this thought, I can see that each person has a different view, mostly based on their whereabouts during the shooting, but since Cheryl has passed away, her account does not seem to hold as much emotion as Jason's does. Jason rushed into the cafeteria, after passing many fallen school members, like "Layla Warner...in a disjointed heap by the trophy case", to witness his wife murdered (57).
Jason viewed the cafeteria near the end of the killings. He never saw a person shot and killed in the school. He only viewed the product of the horrific scene, created by the three gunmen. Yes, he did kill one of the gunmen; however, Jason's account does differ significantly from Cheryl's. Cheryl was inside the cafeteria, but Jason shows less connection to the shootings and his surrounding environment, as he sits under the middle cafeteria table, after the gunmen have been killed, and holds his lifeless wife in his arms. Yes, Jason's account of the scene is valid, relating to what happened after the three gunmen were killed, and a short time before; however, Jason seems more focused on Cheryl than anything else. When reading Cheryl's account, it is evident that she pays much more attention to the details. Like when "Mark Something, came tottering in, his chest red and purple from what looked like really bad makeup...[and fell] like a bag of gym equipment" to the floor (14). There is a significant amount of detail shown in her memory recollection, which might be because she is disconnected from the living realm of the world.
Which account should be taken as truth then? How do we decide and differ? Personally, I think that both of these accounts are valid; however, since Cheryl was in the cafeteria the entire time, she expierenced more, therfore, she has a better idea of what actually happened.